i am everywhere you are everywhere

cackling into the forest. Hozier, black coffee, blacker ink, serpent around my ring finger, breeze arrives, trees dancing, i remember you calling me. i remember in the distant sounds of poetry seeping into every pore and teeming into paper and everything glows with you and i remember i remember i remember constellations of glimmering stone and stars exploding and a wild mountain horse on the seacliffs of catalan where i’ve never been, but i have been.

everywhere you are i am everywhere
you are i am everywhere you are
i am everywhere you are i am everywhere
you are everywhere i am you are
everywhere i am you are everywhere
i am you are everywhere i am you are
i am everywhere you are everywhere
i am everywhere you are everywhere
i am everywhere you are everywhere

i leaf flies to my chair – there you are [nailing] yourself to the cross of my awareness

i draw a cross of vanilla across my heart each morning and massage it into my breasts, remembering the scent of honeydew at dusk and the way i bent to my knees and you gathered me into your arms, your sweet and bitter fruit has fallen from her tree. the dress she wears is indigo moonstone and silvery threads and an amber halo